My Last Wish

Untouched by the darkness,

untouched by the hunger,

and untouched by the pain,

I hold my last breath longing ....

to see you before I leave my tears,

to dry in this empty cell

Memories

These shadows from the past,
at my side they would walk,
while voices from the dead, 
they would sometimes talk.

for memories can haunt one,
all through there life,
and mine had only seen,
so much turbulence and strife.

It was no bed of roses,
in the slums where i was born,
and just because of that fact,
there were some who would then scorn.

Mathematics and the three R's,
were something i never knew,
and through these many troubled years,
My friends were very few.

In the ring I would fight,
for a meagre purse,
and the pain which was suffered,
Brought many a curse.

The horrors of war,
were later seen,
but that stench of death,
It should never had been.

For mistakes which were made,
there would be a prison cell,
would my life ever change?
only time would tell.

But then at the end,
a new life was made,
for my prayers they were answered,
and these memories would fade.

A Sudden Departure

It all started with a phone call,
and then ended up in a night of tantalising tears,
and then the hopes of meeting each other,
Days passed by,
growing more and more eager to see you,
The day came our eyes met,
burning in the romance over bodies craved to be touched,
Ending up in an intimate night,
I came back home dreaming and hoping to see you
again.

Exhausted and excited i came back to see you.
Just to hear you say that you dont trust me,
and you didnt ever want to see me again.

The Final Dance

A lonely night at the "flamingo"
with a bottle of tequila and no friends,

like a Phoenix breaking away,

you entered,

your eyes as intoxicating as the Caribbean sunset,

You didn't just enter the dance floor,

but also my empty heart,

My heart was pounding to talk to you,

but I didn't just want to have a conversation,

I wanted to make you a part of my life,

I held my hand out for a dance,

and you accepted with no regrets,

First we danced to the mambo,

and then we danced to the music from our hearts,

Starting of with a tender kiss,

binding us to the rhythm of love,

we danced our hearts out,

hoping to see you again.

You said "good bye"

at that moment i didn't know what it meant,

but now I know after a life time of loneliness.

Being there for you!

Drowning in see of Love and Hope,

anxiously waiting,
to hold your hand in the name commitment,
I wait but it turns endless,
to find out that you had left me in this world alone,
without a heart to share,
It was my mistake,
I shouldn't have left you alone
and so I will leave this mortal world,
just to be with you in the heaven.

To be honest , I'm still not "that" happy that i was supposed to be 
but I like my life anyway. i accept the fact you're just the past, 
and i also accept the fact i can't be very happy as long as i dont have you 
but it's ok i will live and i will be fine anyway.

I will love you anyways

At last he is happy....
just happy by making me sad..
still tearful smile on my face make him confused...
whether he hurts me or make me happy....
its my way to love you...
you feel regret not me...
it is my courtesy to being me....
you can tease me you can make me hurt....
but you can't make me stop loving you....
still love you till my last breath...

They say.. "PAST IS PAST" we need to move on to see the future
but how can we move on...
when are past is the only thing we ever wanted in the future?